Realising I feel utterly unsatisfied at the existential level
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Unable to determine what percentage of that is attributable to me and what is caused by my environment and largely out of my control I have a tendency to blame the latter. But perhaps thats my way of avoiding action
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Replying to @079ue76l2mz1p8 @cosimia_
exactly. source of my own endeavours is dissatisfaction. it's a continual process to realise that: - this dissatisfaction = opportunity = A Good Thing™ i.e. we can use it to create our own endeavours and craft a unique life
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and: - orientation towards action solves the dissatisfaction this is the hard part... the ability to be fully present in the moment, find deep focus, eternity, peace, flow. it's possible, but harder, to do that on someone else's endeavours. alignment with purpose is important.
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Replying to @antonjw @079ue76l2mz1p8
Whilst dissatisfaction is always helpful to spur action, my current feel is too overwhelming, probably given I don't (or at least have this perception) have the resources to create the kind of life that would satisfy me.
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So on the one hand I feel so pained that I turn to escapism through distraction (inaction), and on the other I seem to be quite physically stuck (also leading to inaction.
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Replying to @cosimia_ @079ue76l2mz1p8
Yeah. I didn't mean to be glib in any way. I think you hit on something earlier: environment is also a factor. I have way better focus the more in control I am of that... the more I can craft it as a space to get lost in. I struggle when I don't control that.
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Tru. I've never seen the word glib in my life but it sounds so funny. I'm stealingpic.twitter.com/0vV8OAQvWc
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