I find it utterly painful to live without creating. It's the greatest struggle I have. And yet, I find myself completely unable. I think I place to much pressure on myself, and therefore fear trying anything lest it isn't a masterpiece.
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I know I can help fix this issue with a routine slot of time where I can slowly chip away at something. Not for any grand purpose. Just to see progress. But even this I have failed at. I now think it might be linked to my immense distractibility, my choice paralysis, and ...
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most importantly, my lack of community. Perhaps if I had truly close relationships with others that had similar drives and interests, that would lead to some kind of accountability and greater support when I slip. I don't know. Everything I try seems to fail.
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P.s. I'm trying a new goal setting tactic where I'm saying that I must make something (anything) for a particular person by the time the next gift giving holiday comes around. Will update if it works.
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Replying to @cosimia_
Have you heard about the 4 tendencies framework by
@gretchenrubin? I'm the kind of a person who'd much rather do things for other people rather than myself, but knowing how it works I've set up a framework where I successfully create something every day.https://madeincosmos.net/you-just-need-a-buddy/ …1 reply 0 retweets 2 likes
Thank you! I will look into this. I too despise todo lists 
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