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I was in an car accident tonight. After I realized what had happened I jumped and ran to the other car. The driver was bleeding profusely from the head frantically asking what happened

I held him in my arms and understood something I normally don’t. That somewhere deep in the grand scheme of things — there happened to be this scenario, & this human in front of me. And that *these specific moments* and *this specific person* were pricelessly important

Admittedly I can be cold-hearted analyst when thinking about macro situations; the world, the universe, humanity I often decide I believe in solutions that could viewed as rationally sociopathic Not bc I don’t have emotions. I just think these emotions are objectively invalid