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anyone else one of those creative types with zero technical ability to bring your ideas to fruition? this is my biggest source of misery. its a simple fix too - practice one thing and stick at it. but to choose to do something is to choose not to do everything else

that stresses me out, and so i do very little and resign myself to appreciating the art of others instead. this is nice and comfortable most of the time. but sometimes i get a strong pain in my heart when i see something beautiful... maybe i could've done it too.

Opportunity cost. From what I’ve seen, you’re doing interesting things. So what if you can’t play a sonata or paint abstractly or structure your reality into matrices — you’re contributing to it all — you’re an addition. We can’t know it all, but our curiosity is unbounded! :)

my dude you're a gift