considered sane and normal

its like a horrible evil spirit is following me around whispering "submissive and breedable ben shapiro" into literally every single social media timeline i follow what horrible thing did i do in my life to deserve this

i know its entirely my fault for creating my own online internet space but whyyy whyy why do i see so many posts where people call ben shapiro their little meow meow and stuff why do i keep fidning ben shapiro fanfiction in my ao3 searches why do i open reddit and find ben wapiro

changing my degree and career track field immediately so that i can get a job in the eromanga refinery

cortical… hornmonculus…

hyper porn makes me think of the cortical homunculus

quite honestly i have no idea why i would ever use 90% of digital art effects including blending modes the most i will do is boost the saturation afterwards if i accidentally set my canvas to the wrong color mode when exporting the little jpg file

when i run out of the paint i mixed on an irl painting theres nothing i can do but cry and use a slightly different shade for the rest of the painting which is really no fun when i’m trying to cover a large tonally simple area

eyedropper toolhttps://twitter.com/maybeitsnana/status/1417912450351960064 …

honestly when i think about my drawing methods it’s very “step 2: draw the rest of the owl”

my bf says “Impressionism” and “Scandinavian painters” which tracks with my secret blog where I post only about swedish woman painters from the 1890s

i wonder what my graphic habits and thematic choices are

my longest hell yea ever