Why is it that every single time I drop a new video on @YouTube I lose subs! @TeamYouTube Its not just a few it’s hundreds. I know my videos aren’t that horrible. Was celebrating a new milestone of 3 million subs & now that might be erased because of a new upload. 
Nightmares about it suicide hits really close to home for me they weren’t uncomfortable to trend it but Omar puts out a video talking about it and they’re like NO THIS IS NOT ALLOWED THIS GOES AGAINST MY EFFED UP RULES OF NO MORALS OR EMPATHY
