, bleeding out and wayyy too tired to get up and climb. Climbing out of bed was so hard lmao. I had a whole depressive year of just waking up, doordashing three meals a day, and playing Overwatch for 10hrs till I sleep (Top 300 baby). I went 0-2 with PTSD, seizures, and
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addiction I tried to commit sewer slide on 11/24. When I felt so alone, I was surprise visited by my friends everyday and I was so happy. After a while there, I realized that I have to stop feeling sorry for myself and get up. Nothing's gonna change if I let my illness control me
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But that was so freaking hard dude. I stopped going to NA meetings, I started relapsing, and the drive I had starting totally stagnated. But in that small sprint upward, I met hella people that totally saved me. I found small things that made me happy and that was enough. I took
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things slow and step by step until eventually I reached the top of the hill and saw the amazing view of what could be and what will be. I looked back down behind me and saw the old me who was suicidal and stuck in the past trauma and too scared to climb again. So whoever you are
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just know that you can do anything. Find your pace and go day by day. It gets easier, I fucking promise you. Your trauma and demons won’t go away. But you can make them your bitch and control them until they won't bother- we’ll make the climb together. This one’s for you Chung.
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Love you brotha, keep pushing for that success man you know all of us will be cheering you on until the very end! I hope to see you some more soon my friend :)


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Love you brother
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Do your best as always fam, we’ll be here for you the whole way! We gotta meet up again some day soon ok? I need to keep up with the man who thrashed my Joker around at fanime! Love you bro :D
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Glad you're still here man. I always enjoy playing with you and talking with you about anything really. Keep up the fighting spirit!
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