So i find out that most of the videos ive been uploading are on the restricted mode do not watch list.... wtf @TeamYouTube My Kid couldn't even watch the birthday video i made for her on her tablet!
Best way is to contact creator support (so that you get a response). You can also fill out this form. https://support.google.com/youtube/answer/7354993?hl=en … In my experience you'll get the videos back in about a week.