It’s both what’s being left and what opportunity the new world holds. I don’t think I would leave merely to escape to noise, there must be something glimmering elsewhere to draw me in.
I feel similarly. There’s a strong impulse to escape the noise that rises up in me daily and I am doing little unconscious things in prep to leave, but there’s no beacon of light to lead me anywhere else atm. I’m glad you found our episode helpful. It means a lot coming from you!