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1 or 2, which compels you more?

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1 is grasping, 2 is un-grasping. I'm having trouble un-grasping at the moment

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So do you feel drawn to 2 because of that or away from it?

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I was instinctually drawn to 1. I rationalize it with being on edge, feeling alert, i.e. ‘grasping’ (but who knows)