sufficient exposure to beauty actually obliterates the identity that is observing it by turning the ENTIRE identity itself into a memory that which observes this “old self” of a scar is that which is “reborn”
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only a memory can be beautiful. thus only scars can be beautiful. (kintsugi) the reason a sunset or art can feel beautiful in the moment is bc they radiate so strongly that they burn and scar in real time
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“voyeurism” is perverted because it observes beauty through a slit and thus never self-annihilates. it’s a controlled masturbation to beauty that preserves a precious (cowardly) self
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the coward however is much like a fearful kitten or a puppy. it is not fully sexually mature. a maturity differential between mind and model creates a discordant “pervert” sensation
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this is y those who take advantage of daddy-issue girls or watch hentai feel “wrong”. the beauty being sought is built on a need for a maturity differential that has never fully resolved
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so unlike the kitten/puppy where the cowardice/fear is felt as “cute” and is helped along to grow, a maturity differential in an adult is socially shunned or repressed
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thus the obliteration of this self is only possible when someone else sees the inner child that has been forsaken for so long. this is a very rate kind of compassion that you usually have to pay therapists for
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but have no fear hoomans i offer this service for free for you see, from a cat’s perspective, ALL hoomans are like pathetic babies
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