at the moment of contact the supersaturated dread suddenly crystallizes and can result in fainting. but the actual physical trigger was likely just the initial poke of the needle. a sensation far less jarring than say, stepping on a lego
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if the suffering is brought into the light of consciousness. that is you try to *fully* feel the pain of the needle, then there is actually *more* of the physical sensation, it’s more “painful” in some ways
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but because there is less shadow there is less dread. you don’t choke as you take in the full sensation.
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this “choking” is probably THE primal fear. e.g. the brain coldly and rationally sets this type of warning to MAX volume. fear of drowning, being embarrassed in front of a crowd, cacooned by spider, “choking” in sports, in front of hot girl/boy, etc...
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this is imo the real kind of “acceptance” that buddhism refers to. the english word itself strips a lot of activeness and courage from the “taking it all in” and makes it feel helpless-passive.
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also clarifies “God helps those who helps themselves” since that logically leads to the cynical sardonic “well... that’s equivalent to no God isn’t it....”
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if “God” is whatever arises into (your) reality, then actively helping yourself through some variation of courageously facing the needle brings MORE “something” in reality from the “nothing” courageously facing a situation IS the original Act of Creation
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I think related to this is that "Hell exists in the temporal-space of an instant/moment" If someone were tormenting you and saying "I am going to continue this eternally," but you were 100% certain that the torment would end, the torment would take on a very different character.
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Likewise, sufficient stagnation/repetition can turn almost anything into torment. You can see this in something as simple as Groundhog Day. Bill Murray escapes the time loop eventually. But does he *know* that he can/will escape, with enough practice? No. So he perceives Hell.
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