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you cannot solve the problem of self-doubt by creating a bubble within which there is no doubt b/c the Authority Figure Priests handle all the doubt while everyone else lives as ignorant happy sheep unless accepted into the Inner Circle.

Self doubt is not a problem and should be the normal state for hoomans, being imperfect children of The Fall. This is called "Humility" and is a lost state b/c it's often misinterpreted as other states such submissiveness, anxiety

To say "I cannot aspire to be God of the heavens above and below" is humble. but then to follow it up with "But I SHALL become God over my personal petty domain" is arrogant. Most people can't even trust themselves to wake up on time.

Ever for Perfectly Disciplined Hoomans who can life hack deconstruct and learn everything at super human speeds often you'll find them driven by deep narcissistic wounds, not empowered by the Rarity of Godlike Perfection.

They'll even often romanticize about the Perfect Family while not being able to sustain ONE single long-term committed relationship. The Ultimate "Yeah I failed but that's cuz I wasn't really trying." But look "<thousands of hours of philosophy>"https://twitter.com/a_yawning_cat/status/1335696138960216064 …

The failure is always blamed on someone/something external that is an aspect of the Feminine. If not directly a human than something else that plays the role of "Ultimate Judge of Whether Or Not YOU Shall Pass On." (tests, hierarchies of value, luck)

"THE WORLD IS JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO RISE TO MY STANDARDS, LOOK HOW MANY BOOKS I HAVE READ!!" this always pretends to be about the world but it's always actually some guy subtweeting their ex.

The actual message is the internal hurt child crying out "You weren't good enough for MEE!!" which, because this is the Masculine whining about not being able to act as the Feminine judge, feels needy.