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Apropos of nothing, I'm going to list a series of meditative insights that seem important to me. Started long before I was introduced to meditation 1. Notice that your mental models are fundamentally distinct from what they model 2. Notice your mental models of inner experience

open #6 in the debugger. "direct experience" is not possible except implied through via negativa. ALL hooman experience is interpreted through the hooman brain, how can one have direct experience while remaining hooman? the BELIEF that one has had it leads to #7 and so on

6/7 is similar to the idea of "Original Sin", the belief that the puny hooman brain can handle All The Knowledge is the same as bringing a bucket to hold the ocean. "Yo God, y u can hold the ocean and i can't? I bring biggest bucket!" "Hey asshole, I AM the fucking ocean."

this may be why every spiritual/religious path has humility/beginner's-mind as the end goal. there's no way to "know/have/eat/understand it ALL". it's the Acceptance of being All Too Human.

Added step 12 due to your excellent input. Although (9) sort of covers it. You notice that the mind will make models, and if you want to notice the ALL models as they appear, it actually hinders your ability to debug due to lack of narratives.