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PAY NO ATTENTION TO THAT HOOMAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN.

* wipes blood off claws * going on, humans are arrogant pricks that fall to pieces at the mere thought that what they have to say may not e important.

To find God, find the direction in which you shut up and listen from the deepest parts of your heart instead of waiting to THIS IS WHO I AM. This requires constant vigilance as God never stops talking. You react to *every* sight/sound/thought/feeling that arises.

All this Stuff ™ just keeps going on and on and on. It never stops. Believing in God is the same thing as Waiting for God. Divine humility is all of your energy devoted to constant listening, not preparing once to speak out of turn. This is to man the gates and Watch the Void.

What will focus your listening is always in flux. It may be a problem at work one moment, your partner the next, the sound of the wind, etc... To expect "God" to be something other than Everything is to underestimate how big and difficult this "listening" thing is.

It also puts too much unrealistic expectations on relationships. "I want you to be my GOD(DESS)." "Er sorry, I'm busy, I'm looking for my own GOD(DESS)."

It's difficult to get better at being quiet. Often times the path to a quieter mind lies beyond the angry friends and lovers yelling at you to listen more and your rebukes that you already do. Who would know that quiet lies only beyond cacophony?

To be in possession of a Golden Compass means to stand at the nexus of all hierarchy of values, subordinating them in perfect rendition of you. You demand the accuracy of their judgement because you hold no illusions of being perfect.