Have I consciously put myself into a state of schizophrenia? Maybe, I don't know, hearing things and not being able to determine if those things are real or not really sucks Maybe I just have asshole aquaintances who like having a morbid laugh though, hard to tell the difference
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How do you mean? I’ll have thoughts like “that guy is a jerk” but it’s not ‘real’. The modelling machinery came up w the ‘real’ and accurate result that jerkiness was observed but can only deliver the message in a form that judges the whole thing.
A more serious example is a thought like “Maybe I shouldn’t exist”. There’s elements of truth, some changes should probably be made. But most thoughts are wrapped as wrong (but entertaining) stories.
