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Animals, because they are in the infinite states of taking 100% of their life seriously, actually end up taking 100% of their life unseriously. They are cute, happy, sad, tragic, heroic, etc... they are the full drama of life.

Without achieving the 100% state, a 99% states of seriousness is actually a terrible state to be in if that 1% of non-seriousness is your "home". You'll feel surrounded by intense darkness and danger all the time because you can't inhabit serious space.

No one can actually live in serious space as a home. It's possible in a limited capacity for young adults but they eventually can't keep up with the new young blood.

(side thought: ageism isn't seen as a problem in tech b/c the current crop of programmers is too shortsighted to see how they themselves are headed towards this meat grinder. they don't think about the future much.)

Not taking yourself seriously is a quick and dirty defense mechanism. "Haha you got me I was joking/I wasn't trying" If used too much, it disconnects you from seriousness. seriousness becomes like the feeling of jumping into a cold pool but x1000.

Vs if you swim everyday eventually you reach a state where going serious just isn't a big deal. They have the energy to lead heroic lives.

Seriousness always has good intent. Two serious people reading bad intent and arguing is always due to bad communication. They aren't "seeing" each other properly.

Example. Racism is serious. They are always born of real life experience creating real scars. (Seriousness NEED scars). E.g. there are many people who are scared of black people b/c of actual life experiences.

Their children don't have that experience. While the parent is just trying to be helpful. "Stay away from black neighborhoods." it's interpreted as a kind of non-serious "I'm just being a jerk." If you don't have the scar, you can't feel the "realness" of the seriousness.

It's the ability to see these scars that allows us to see why people's souls move like they do with a limp and a shuffle. We see how they're damaged. That's why we don't disown them as Satan's Spawn. We see the link of love and see the intent.

The scarred *always* see the non-scarred more clearly as softer and weaker and less wise. But... the non-scarred have a gift. They can see that the PTSD ghosts that haunt the scarred are NOT there. Their innocence allows them to banish demons.

This is the reason many families have children. They want to birth Light into the world. The light that banishes their demons. This is THE gift children can give their parents. Banishing their demons.

Yet most people don't do this. e.g. force watch a few youtube videos w/ your parents and you can banish or weaken their demons. but we'd rather have the easy crutch of hating them for yet another reason so we can go 'nah nah nah I was right.'

Or better yet, live your life that indicates or outright say "I'm glad you two had me. This life thing is wonderful and I'm forever grateful to you."

Yet most people would instead hate their parents. "Disown all racist people." "Hell yea! I just so happened to need a reason to hate my dad for not being there for me."

Even the nicest will something self repressive like try not to hate them. or minimize communication to avoid triggers. or deal w/ them begrudgingly. Pretending to be happy is the big one.

E.g. if you've had thoughts of "i wanna kill myself." but also don't want your parents to be sad b/c they might blame themselves, it's a form of hate. It's a form of hating that they see how far you've drifted that intimate communication is no longer possible.

It's a love that's wrapped around hate which is just as bad as hate wrapped around love. It's just that the direction of the wickedness is projected inwards in a self destructive fashion rather than outwards towards the world.

A peaceful world that has it's energy directed inwards presenting a smooth ball to the outside is not at all peaceful. It's a fake peace. There's tremendous internal tension that can easily flip it into a an exploding shrapnel mine.

It's the explosive version of coming home and kicking the dog because your boss criticized you unfairly. It's a peace that *requires* a tyrant/bully figure arbitrarily enforces some standards in order to provide the pressure to direct these shadow projection spikes inwards.

You can argue that a hierarchy built on mastery of mathematics is more useful than one built on big muscles or ability to juggle but they're fundamentally all arbitrary.

E.g. ability to make money is the current largest one. Because it's correlated w/ many other skills like leading people, managing people, accurate numbers, etc... it's the value hierarchy that's produce the largest stable system.

Maybe if there were *no* countries that's be better? Maybe countries of size 1000, 10,0000, 1M, 2M? Producing One Giant Peaceful System has never been done. Even our best authors can't seem to write a fiction book about Utopia.

Like, even pokemon is dystopian. Forcing your pets to fight other people's pets. The whole world is on a constant drip of ecstasy or something.

What a money system has historically been good at though... is War.

Our systems are geared for war. This defines our sense of seriousness. Without war, there is no seriousness and thus there is no energy to do anything.

Like steering a battleship, changing an energy source is difficult and takes a lot of energy. Crashing or bowing up the battleship doesn't help you change directions faster. "I've reduced the mass by 90%!! this will allow us to turn 10000x faster!"

The well meaning engineer sends thousands into the Void because the point wasn't the direction change for himself but a direction change for the giant, stupidly slow, system that was keeping him alive.

"You are not allowed to do this serious stuff until you've proven yourself." Seriousness proves us capable of leading and steering a ship of seriousness while doing right by those who follow you.