I had to quit the thing to enjoy the thing. Or rather, let go off my old way of relating to the thing. And I've talked about this feeling of living the wrong life.https://twitter.com/nosilverv/status/1310872826325458944?s=20 …
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And I've talked about this process of wanting to move on from the rationalist disposition, not just in thought but in BEINGhttps://twitter.com/nosilverv/status/1310931372400414724?s=20 …
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Rivaloid Froid @nosilvervok so I HAVE A DISCOVERY TO SHARE, a discovery that hurts me, and that those more keen than me had already seen but it is my task to keep sharing so i can be a guiding light for others. I think there are ways in which i am or have never stopped being . . . . . a rationalistShow this thread1 reply 0 retweets 3 likesShow this thread -
It's really really always , ok this is Rival's law: it's always surprising subverted even if you take into account Rival's law.
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Like I feel like I've been changing EVERYTHING for years: 6 different countries, 12 different houses, several relationships, jobs, even other people think thishttps://twitter.com/ssica3003/status/1226993638498021376?s=20 …
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But in some deep deep way I never transformed myself, transformation got subverted, I NEVER, not really, transformed the way i related to everything, was always, or at least for some 8 years, relating to evertyhing via the rationalist mindset
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Even as i clearly could see that
@Meaningness' criticisms were correct, styled myself prince of the postrats and so on1 reply 0 retweets 4 likesShow this thread -
Always the same, always chasing a new what when i wanted was a new HOW - a new way of relating to EVERYTHING (importantly: including others, who are NOT a what)
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I was experiencing EXISTENTIAL ENTRAPMENT
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Hence my recent posting about death. There was some suicidality in this despair, and this was it.pic.twitter.com/HQNDmoMpBS
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Replying to @AbstractFairy @nosilverv
+1, I’d be interested in reading the whole thing.
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