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You cant test this by imagining yourself winning 100 million or losing all your money and see how your consciousness reacts. Most people will fail this test because Money as God is incredibly powerful.

A more reasonable test is your reaction winning/losing smaller games. E.g. if you become angry because you lost a computer game, then you're mostly likely a child, at least in THAT specific moment/domain of your life.

If you become really angry that your partner had an affair. Then that's more "reasonable" and "acceptable". The devil whispers "Treat yo self. You deserve to have this feeling. Get angry. Judge. Criticize. Condemn Him. Condemn Her. Condemn yourself."

The creation of a "good" and a "bad" is the basic cutting action necessary in every dualistic thought. Once one decides one is "good", then demons magically appear from infinite portals and life becomes a game of maintaining this game of "I am Good" and above you all.

You can't balance between the elements of Earth/Water/Fire as Air if you avoid any of them. You can't say "Fire is bad because burning is bad!!"

Once the difficult and necessity is accepted of how difficult it is to walk this "Middle Path" then one is ready for the responsibility of actually doing so.

This can be found in mountain top monasteries. But it can also be found in the Father teaching the Son the balance of Life and Death through operating a gun.

To KNOW how to walk the Middle Path is to REACH the End of it. The transformation IS the journey.