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This lust for life is in fact virtuous. The truest expression of the soul. The problem is that it's biased to only those lucky few who can enjoy pure vanilla day and day out.

I need to split out and create my own vanilla-dragonfruit-234 world to truly live with full energy. It can't be found because I know my taste flavor is so unique. I *have* to create it myself because no one knows me like I do.

My work is relatively easy since I can focus on the dragonfruit. The vanilla is provided for free. Unlike if you're chocolate, then it's like super hard to get the ingredients you need.

If you can't afford to travel somewhere else to get your flavors you're stuck in a world where there's a bitter taste in your mouth day in and day out. For the vanilla-adjacent, it's only a slight dissatisfaction. Like pepsi vs coke.

For chocolate-adjacent flavors, this daily resentment may grow and fester and become a great dissatisfaction. You're highest expression of self is to eat chocolate-hazelnut-412 but all this world has is vanilla and citrus fruits.

Life gets easier if you continuously eat the vanilla and force yourself to acquire the taste despite wanting to vomit each time. Like acquiring the taste for weird foods like stinky tofu or blue cheese this is easier when done as a child.

The flavors of our souls are always changing. We never fully create the "divine taste of life". It is always one step ahead. The light can always point the way precisely b/c it can never be attained. Fire burns and burn until it has consumed all it can. and then falls asleep...

Business that sell different flavors of ice-cream are moral in a sense that they increase other soul's ability to self actualize. Certain types of marketing are immoral b/c it tries to convince a soul to become like another soul. It's the opposite of self-actualization.