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self acceptance is self love because it declares to the world that "I am the flavor vanilla-dragonfruit-234 and I only like vanilla-dragonfruit-234 adjacent flavored things/people"

true self-acceptance causes you to try and shift your world to be vanilla-dragonfruit-234 flavored unapologetically. More apologetic types would shift every situation into pure vanilla since that'd offend the least people.

The only person who has the full energy and excitement to be the best they can be is the soul that is Pure Vanilla. Their advantage is infinite energy in a vanilla world while everyone else finds it slightly distasteful but pretends otherwise.

This lust for life is different than hedonism. Hedonism is like trying to sample all kinds of flavors, treating the world like an amusement park. It distracts from the "flavor of self" by burying itself in the "flavor of others"

This lust for life is in fact virtuous. The truest expression of the soul. The problem is that it's biased to only those lucky few who can enjoy pure vanilla day and day out.

I need to split out and create my own vanilla-dragonfruit-234 world to truly live with full energy. It can't be found because I know my taste flavor is so unique. I *have* to create it myself because no one knows me like I do.

My work is relatively easy since I can focus on the dragonfruit. The vanilla is provided for free. Unlike if you're chocolate, then it's like super hard to get the ingredients you need.

If you can't afford to travel somewhere else to get your flavors you're stuck in a world where there's a bitter taste in your mouth day in and day out. For the vanilla-adjacent, it's only a slight dissatisfaction. Like pepsi vs coke.

For chocolate-adjacent flavors, this daily resentment may grow and fester and become a great dissatisfaction. You're highest expression of self is to eat chocolate-hazelnut-412 but all this world has is vanilla and citrus fruits.

Life gets easier if you continuously eat the vanilla and force yourself to acquire the taste despite wanting to vomit each time. Like acquiring the taste for weird foods like stinky tofu or blue cheese this is easier when done as a child.

The flavors of our souls are always changing. We never fully create the "divine taste of life". It is always one step ahead. The light can always point the way precisely b/c it can never be attained. Fire burns and burn until it has consumed all it can. and then falls asleep...

Business that sell different flavors of ice-cream are moral in a sense that they increase other soul's ability to self actualize. Certain types of marketing are immoral b/c it tries to convince a soul to become like another soul. It's the opposite of self-actualization.

Technology is somewhat immoral because it creates a world of silicone flavored ice cream and expects everyone to enjoy it. Sure, technically it provides the same calories, but most people don't enjoy the flavor.

If you're oblivious to how it tastes to someone who is different than you, don't expect to shove it down their throat and expect them to enjoy it. "How can you not like silicone ice cream?"

There's something godlike in very destructive people. They're like wildfires. Even though it's an uncivilized savage fire, it's still "being all that I can be" just like us civilized fires.

Wildfires burn freely and intense while lanterns burn longer and less intensely. A 10W LED bulb burns with 'cold fire' as long as its 'plugged in'.

The virtuous "conquerer's mindset" is a devouring mindset like seeing a cute puppy "I could eat you all up". It has a lust to consume as much as the world as possible but isn't rapey or control-freak about it. It's trying to "fuck" the world, not "fuck" the world.

Litmus test for self-knowledge is how well you can answer the question "What would you like?" If your answer is "What's popular" or "What's that guy having?" then you still have a ways to go.