Dear black man, After some thought... I don’t think I’m ready for you yet...
Let’s just be friends for right now.. because I like you.. And if you let me.. I’ll fuck up a good thing til I learn some healthier habits
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I know better.. but motor skills are a lot harder to develop a habit with.. I’m tryna get out of this flesh like thinking, black man.. tryna meet you there.. up on that level
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You know cuz.. you all cultivating and shit black man.. How do I vulnerability tell you how much I admire you without it sleeping into your ego... That’s why I don’t say anything at all
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I admire you from a far... each and every one of you I come across. I look at your damaged goods as pieces that could fill in where I’ve been broken..
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I know how In Love I am with black men.. It’s painful the more I think about it.
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I love you so much that I started digging deeply into myself to make some serious changes just so I can love you healthier.. You ain’t ready.
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I want to take of myself better so that I can love said black man as he deserves to be loved. Spiritually. Emotionally. Mentally. Physically. in that order, my nigga..
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But how can I love you in that matter, black man, if I don’t get my own shit together? Spiritually. Emotionally. Mentally. Physically. In that order, my nigga.
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I’m just sayin lol Vulnerability is this pool you jump in.. swim in it.. find a feeling... dive in it taking a deep breath.. find the words for it when you come back up for air from your sunken place.
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If they make robots out of our personalities.. then let me be one for the freedom fighter that don’t give a fuck
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