generative mind doesnt stop, living up to censoring mind's standards can be impossible tho to the point that it gets very faint I've noticed late at night is the time I'm most able to tweet, as if censoring mind tired out.
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Was reading the earlier RTs I started this thread with. One aim of being real name, real face, was to deliberately integrate a fragmented identity. I encounter lots of internal resistance anytime I try to exercise my voice here.
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Two years and five months ago, my voice did not exist online. I consider where I am now a triumph.
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Another aspect to Voice and relation. Do I trust you enough to show you what I am thinking/feeling? Caring enough to try to convey the edge of where I am in hope you will get it instead of trusting you not to? https://twitter.com/fvathynevgl/status/1249968581036703745 …
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Outcome independence but trust in co-creative process. Have this with my bestie, had a camping trip go all wrong and it was the most fun camping trip ever. Damn I love that dude. He's just totally himself with me and a trust him totally.
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caring what others thing makes me think of judgement, heavy internal judgement is likely to be projected as heavily external judgement (maybe quietly though, even scarier with the closing of doors or hidden maneuver)https://twitter.com/fvathynevgl/status/1249972591814742021 …
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Then seems like the inverse signaling can work the same way. "flying my freaky being flag so you can be freaky too with me" at least that's the hypothesis.
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haha I can't help take this in the freaky direction like invite the boss on a retreat. seems like an in if the mind is otherwise pretty shutdown!
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