noticing the mind which self censors usually happens so quickly I don't catch it it very much is a self censoring mind which clamps down on the generative mind because it doesn't like it as opposed to generative mind being off
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generative mind doesnt stop, living up to censoring mind's standards can be impossible tho to the point that it gets very faint I've noticed late at night is the time I'm most able to tweet, as if censoring mind tired out.
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Was reading the earlier RTs I started this thread with. One aim of being real name, real face, was to deliberately integrate a fragmented identity. I encounter lots of internal resistance anytime I try to exercise my voice here.
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Two years and five months ago, my voice did not exist online. I consider where I am now a triumph.
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Another aspect to Voice and relation. Do I trust you enough to show you what I am thinking/feeling? Caring enough to try to convey the edge of where I am in hope you will get it instead of trusting you not to? https://twitter.com/fvathynevgl/status/1249968581036703745 …
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The contradiction in being selfish and vulnerable. Like confiding your true wizard name reveals the source of your power: Saying your true desire, what fulfills you the most, opens you to the highest gratification, to direct attack, or perhaps worst tepid reception.
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