progressively revealed: I have a lot of trouble 1) knowing what I want 2) / 'being selfish' healthily / going for it (not a virtue the way I'm framing this)
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Replying to @_StevenFan
same, I think I have actual desires somewhere and my fear of actually acting on them obscures them from me further
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Replying to @alexbdewey
I can see the desires after awhile of being exposed to situations that are suboptimal. I always see my preferences before things are suboptimal but I dont believe them/my experience.
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Replying to @_StevenFan @alexbdewey
Technique I'm working with is to call it out very explicitly. "I have a request and its totally selfish..." I find being really up front with it help me actually put it out there.
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