I have a deep self disgust self hatred mind, mostly disconnected from regular awareness but sabotaging all experience from beneath.
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Replying to @_StevenFan
That symptom is made of awareness. Maybe that method will help? Submit to being a prisoner of open awareness
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Replying to @techgnostic
From what I've seen, submitting to open awareness comes after energizing dull/disconnected mind. Not that these are separate processes.
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Replying to @_StevenFan
I’m not sure you have to ‘submit’ to open awareness. Openness is always operative. If you are doing jhanic practice, I can see why that might come up for you tho.
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Replying to @techgnostic
One day
I'll have I'll my technical meditation language ironed out but today is not that day
Would be interested in getting the language right for processes I'm describing... thinking on it.
1:14 PM - 5 Apr 2020
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"Nasty little Buddhist"
Seeking via neuroscience and psychology informed dharma.