Yasmine Mohammed ياسمين محمد  🦋

I havent fully healed.Far from it.I still have nightmares & hallucinations of scenarios from the past.I still have panic attacks from the years of trauma embedded within me.I cant help feeling afraid of ppl who claim to care bcz I fear they will hurt me too when I least expect it

Yes I survived being killed for my apostasy, but maybe that too is inaccurate. A part of me did die that day A part that has long been lost but not forgotten. I just hope I can bury that part and learn not to carry the ashes of her remains in my heart forever.

For me, as difficult as it was, I focused on healing her as opposed to burying her. Talk to her like she were your daughter. Tell her everything she should have heard, everything she needed to hear. Tell little you how much she deserves love. Tell her that you are a survivor

Thank you, I suppose it's better to make peace with the past as traumatic as it was then to try to move on like it never really happened. The impact of such experiences are longlasting and can never truly be erased. I hope I too can be at peace with it someday