This is so sad. And the harsh reality is most Muslims alive today are the descendants of ppl who were forced to convert or be killed. Here’s the story of how a man who was raised Muslim (and to hate Jews) discovered his family were actually Jewish: https://www.jpost.com/Middle-East/A-Jewish-Palestinian-Arab-Muslim-discovers-hes-really-Jewish-581184 …https://twitter.com/SavvyAuntie/status/1185615068421074944 …
My very religious Jewish grandparents and great-grandparents - and all Jews of Mashhad, Iran - were forced to covert to Islam - or they’d be killed. So while very different, I felt a connection to your story and admire your bravery and tenacity. 
