Noellehotep

@XmasTreeTara

channeler of chaos (by which I mean ✴️) destroyer of existential burdens, writer of philosophical erotica, little girl with big madness.

New York, USA
Joined January 2020

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    Jan 29

    i'm a dysautonomic ex-child prodigy withdrawing from suboxone, diazepam, clonidine, and booze, all while leaving abusive, isolating environments that ate my launchpad years that left me with a lesson: the distance between heaven and hell is one hydrogen atom. no one escapes.

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  2. Feb 1

    TIL I didn't need to hide behind my wig, glasses and pancake makeup

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  3. Jan 31

    ✴️ uh, wow. did you even get consent before you started punching up?

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  4. Jan 31

    we need a practice of theory, not a theory of practice

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  5. Jan 31

    ✴️ which is to say, when men are afraid of women laughing at them, what they’re afraid of is that women will treat them the way other men do

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  6. Jan 31

    ✴️ the incel’s stark terror of being seen with a woman below some level on the 10-point scale is a fear of male mockery, of being subject to the sick burns of the chorus of shitty cope-thirsty bros that lives in their head now

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  7. Jan 31

    ✴️ yes, men are afraid women will laugh at them, and it’s a visceral, painful fear. mysteriously, men also form social groups based around viciously trashing other men over any point of perceived vulnerability

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  8. Jan 29

    ✴️ i appreciate Sephora’s uplifting take on Fortean astropolitical theory

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  9. Jan 29

    Now falling toward premature physical death or shamanism. the outcome depends on this: can i give others my light, or will that hydrogen molecule cage it? essence or instrumentality? hey, 15 years of shamanic illness is more auspicious than 5. if i have to die again, I'm ready.

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  10. Jan 29

    Society offered one chance on the launchpad to today's dilapidated rites, I missed and received nonpersonhood. Pent-up energy expanded, densified, involved to hikikomorphic psychosocial patterns. Obscene anomalies flourished. was forced to give normies my human birthrights.

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  11. Jan 28

    With no available treatment, at least not in the US. Currently working on a book project re: isolation as the neuropsychiatric disease of the future

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  12. Jan 28

    ✴️ ok, rule one: no *incomplete* mode of existence is “enlightenment”. if it’s about hitting some specific emotional-cognitive note and then hiding from the world in that note, it’s pandering and likely rent-seeking, not “enlightenment”. you may rely on this precept absolutely.

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  13. Jan 28

    ✴️ wow, other people noticing that the operating mechanism of Stockholm Syndrome is the same one that bonds us to our parents, don’t see that every day

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  14. Jan 27

    ✴️ what organized religion does to spiritually inclined people is what your childhood bicycle would do to you if its training wheels were autonomous, megalomaniacal, and both willing and able to murder you for trying to remove them

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  15. Jan 25

    ✴️ finally got around to going to MoMA. the most interesting material was the security staff, ubiquitous human installation pieces, uniformed and uniformly of subaltern ethnos, with their symbolism that these artifacts in this place have been captured, neutralized, made to serve

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  16. Jan 25

    ✴️ ancap monarchists are such weirdos

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  17. Jan 23

    ✴️ the universe is for entertainment purposes only. any resemblance to actual persons is purely coincidental. use as directed.

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  18. Jan 22

    ✴️ can’t believe a comic book is just giving away the secrets of chaos magick like this

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  19. Jan 21
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  20. Jan 21

    ✴️ if putting what you have to offer the world out into it isn’t worth anybody being hurt by it, then what you have to offer the world isn’t worth anything to you and you should strangle it in its crib

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