Did you make it to the 10th anniversary tour the antlers did a year or two back? If you can find recordings of Sylvia from that era I’ve never heard anything sadder. Also all of the microphones you might like, especially “I want wind to blow” or “real death”
Caught it in Cambridge at the Sinclair, weird to wonder into what is normally a loud fucking venue and sit in rows of chairs— cry for two hours— and walk out without anyone speaking.