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I went for a hookup once It was horridly embarrassing, never doing that again, and I'm still a virgin I washed my hand for 10 minutes after that They used to go to s c h o o l with me

My friends try and care for me When people try to do things for me my immediate reaction is to decline It's hard to find value in myself and the things I do and feel like I'm letting people down

I allow shitty people who don't even know me live in my head rent free, especially since I haven't said what I wanted to say I can't start working but they stick in my head, it's like they're watching me

I get jealous of my friends and people I know's successes Sometimes I imagine a different version of me that has all my jealous traits and it feels like a different person but also something I can relate to It's like the Green Eyed Cowboy

I have superhero fantasies way too much Imagining way too much I dream about being spider-man every so often

Foxy is a good guy is an alright theory for the time it was made

When I played Terraria with a friend I cheated and grabbed a truffleworm so we could fight Fishron and claimed I got it myself

There are commissions I still owe from months ago At one point I had to refund a £200 one because I was working so slowly because of my mental health