Cheick's new Schmooveᴮᴸᴹ

Okay not gonna tweet about this again but I honestly don't know what's wrong with me everyday I feel like I'm deteriorating, I keep getting random pains and aches everywhere, so many headaches, I've got a sharp pain in my ribs, it's hard to focus, sometimes it's just hard to --

--stand at all I need to get work done but I'm so stressed out it's hard to work at all My sleep schedules a mess, I'm waking up in the middle of the night, slogging through the morning I'm spending more time lying down in bed than standing up or sitting in a chair I went out to-

-do something and I came back home completely and utterly depressed I've got no more money left and I've still got overdue payments so small that it's laughable I only just got enough money to buy more food and it'll probably all be gone in less than a week I didn't want to talk-

--about it because I fucking hate inconveniencing people with things, but I can't keep taking more commissions, I can't work like this I'm hoping everything turns around before my break ends but I really just don't feel alive right now--

--I'm going to seek a doctor in a few days so don't worry about that but otherwise I can't do much at all and I hate it.