Cheick's new Schmooveᴮᴸᴹ

Like All this time I've just been getting worse and worse and just letting it happen I'm always just expect things to slowly get better if I just keep working but it's not I'm not thinking realistically about things I'm not addressing bullshit that happens to me

It's not all other peoples fault, it is mine too So I'm just going to air my grievances in a big thread

Fuck you mum and dad for ignoring what I'm trying to say because of your own paranoia and because you're my parents Fuck you Obi for being rude, loud and doing everything you possibly can to annoy me Fuck you mum again for enabling his behaviour Fuck you K****** for avoiding-

the issues you should be addressing and hurting the people you say you care for Fuck you C** for acting like a child, ignoring what I said and locking yourself in your mind Fuck my laptop for being a complete piece of shit I'm just upset about stuff, I still love these people And

Fuck you Cheick Never before have I met such a stupid, self destructive, lazy, bullshit human being. You never try,you never push yourself out of your comfort zone and yet you're impulsive, you're unfocused, you have no idea what you do want to do and you stumble blindly anyway-

-Hoping that you'll somehow be better or get better You don't deserve the people around you, you're a disgusting, lowlife piece of trash and I hate you.

You're obsessive and an egotistical dumbass who can't try anything new