I’m never in a solid mindset with this game. One week I enjoy competing a lot and the next I just get depressed. My inconsistent play is definitely a factor. Got a lot to think about.
I hate to say I know how you feel. I usually feel really confident and happy before competing, but once I make it to the venue my hands get cold and I play/feel like garbage. It's something that I'm sure we'll be able to fix in time.