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Alongside all the family stuff, I think I've been feeling abnormally sad from how lonely I've been lately. I'm surrounded by people all the time in the city and there's always someone to talk to online, but I haven't had an intimate connection with someone in such a long time.
I think I have friends, but I'm always afraid to ask anyone to spend time with me since I don't feel like people even like me half the time. Plus it's hard for me to manage time nowadays since I'm constantly working on YouTube stuff. I'm in no way blaming my job for my loneliness
but it makes me feel scared to open up to anyone now since I'll feel like I'm blowing them off over my work rather then spend time with them. I'm confused and scared about a lot of stuff in life rn, at the end of the day though I just want someone to hang out and share pizza with
I want you to know that it's completely normal to feel this way. For reassurance, we all like you! People don't have anything to gain on pretending to like you. Regarding time, YouTube is in fact a HUGE time investment and I recommend making a daily schedule.
It's admittedly hard to go off a schedule since I'm juggling college, YouTube, and family life alongside other business opportunities, but I understand what you're trying to say. I usually just work as much as I can every day, so maybe I should try limiting myself a bit.
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