Greetings for I am Vernias! | 19 | Content creator who loves video games and pizza | Sponsored by @ArmadaGG | Pit and Kirby enthusiast
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Lately I've been in a creative slump and I don't knoow how to direct myself. I see my content gaining less and less attention and if I make a video or stream anything that isn't smash related then people aren't interested in it at all.
I know that Ultimate is right around the corner and that people are going to focus on creators who've stuck with smash longer than I have, but it makes me think if there's even any hope for me when it releases and that I'll be overshadowed by everyone else.
Plus ever since I started school I've had less time to stream and make videos so I haven't been feeling happy or motivated to work on stuff since I won't be able to be consistent with it for a while.
And now I feel terrible for sounding like a broken record. I've felt like this many times already, yet I don't see myself improving at all. I just don't know what to do really it make me feel incredibly dissapointed in myself.
I know I have the potential to be a great content creator one day, but I'll never do it if I keep thinking like this. I'll say it again, I feel stuck and I don't know what to do. At the end of the day though, I just want to make people laugh and enjoy my videos/streams.
Maybe I'll get my big break soon and I'll really start to get myself out there when December comes around. I don't know really, it's a big thing that's keeping me and I'm sure for a plethora of other youtubers and streamers excited and hopefull.
I'm sure loads of other people feel the same as me, and no matter what I'll keep doing what I'm doing. I wouldn't be saying that if it weren't for the people who still enjoy my personality and content, and I'm incredibly thankful for that.
Maybe there's something wrong with my video editing, or maybe even my personality. I hate to repeat myself but I really don't know. Maybe Youtube just sucks as a platform and I should focus my efforts on my Twitch. My time is limited so I should use it as productively as possible
Anyways, that everything I wanted to say. I'm sorry for constantly being like this and venting so much. I will get better at this and learn to keep my emotions to myself and be more professional. Thanks for putting up with me.
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