Last two days saw a major personality rewrite. Absolute collapse of my emotional desire to help and teach.
This may seem like a bad thing, but I am not experiencing it that way. Multiple large muscles have relaxed, my posture has improved, and that seems stable across sleep.
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Felt you were heading that way for a while. Good thing, IMO.
Grateful for all you've had to teach, regardless of where it's going. :)