I got awakened out of an insatiable need to be better.
Now seems if I want to become enlightened, I need to not give a fuck.
Fine by me.
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The god you must kill is the thing that drives you to meditate. Or some snarky-sounding shit like that.
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Not terribly bothered if I don't achieve anything more with my meditation practice, as it's already taken me from wretched to content, only-
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-it would suck not to see it through now that it's becoming quite clear that there is not much left to do (from what I wanted to do).