There's an awareness in me that I'm missing something, obvious from a different point of view than my own. Trying to find it. Not working.
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One of the weirder side-effects of a lot of meditation (and rumination) is that you start sensing some of the holes in your awareness.
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But a hole is a hole. You can only probe for it and try to understand what you're missing. You can't perceive it until something changes.
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So my current method is to examine areas of life I've so far neglected, and shake a bit my head to see what comes out.
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My problem when I try to write something is that I work best through intuition and trial and error, under some kind of system.
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However, I struggle to develop my own systems. I've always had a knack for using what others have developed, but not for developing my own.