Trying to process what has happened to my personal values in the last month.
It's hard to describe, but it seems I've fundamentally stopped believing a lot of different things at once.
Not really sure what's going to fill the space, or if it will just be left empty. Odd.
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It feels like being a slab of marble, worked over by a sculptor.
Everything is becoming more and more defined, but in the process, bits and pieces are flying off everywhere.
Don't think I've experienced anything quite like it before.
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Actually, the more words I add to the description, the less I like the description.
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It's like a preverbal experience, recognizable and perceptible intuitively and emotionally, but elusive.
If anything, it resists words actively.
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A lot of stuff that I used to be pretty desensitized to affects me viscerally, like I'm seeing it for the first time.
It's like my defense mechanisms are on strike.
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