More and more convinced that I have become someone else recently in some way that is both real and important, and also indescribable.
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Sometimes having these flashes of memory that feel depersonalized, like watching a film, but they're just "me" from some time ago.
Other memories don't share this quality.
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Not sure why I'm sharing this on Twitter when I can't really explain it anyway, but there it is.
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Perhaps the weirdest bit of the puzzle is I've been this person before, when I was much younger.
It's like that entire personality was locked away behind some door.
Waiting.
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The last time I was this person, I lacked some very basic experiences necessary to protect myself in a social environment.
This time, I don't feel that same sense of naive uncertainty. This makes me very happy.
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Speaking of memories. I realized a while ago that there was something off about my memory. Something not working right.
Seems, specifically, I couldn't remember much that was wistful or light or positive without melancholy without strong prompting. This is no longer the case.
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In my experience, informing people that you are open to their tales of paranormal or psychic events almost always works as an immediate cue for them to open up about their experiences.
They are all over the map. Some extremely subtle, some blatant (glassware exploding, etc)
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Yeah, I also decided to interpret it as an act of signalling.
"Did you know I'm utterly insane?"
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