Have a negative energy profile that looks like stacking every surrounding bit of anguish on top of my own, to stew in a really good miasma.
Have a positive energy profile that looks like burning through anything I don't like.
It's either "suck at life" or "terrify", I guess.
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But it's also funny to think that I virtually never used to be mean, dismissive or scornful. Never in this state.
My best self has always been the one people are most keen to label as arrogant.
If you genuinely have a belief in your own value, it's very hard to demean yourself.
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So much of society, at both group and individual level, will viciously attack anyone for:
- Not rolling over for bullying
- Having a clear vision of what they care about and what they don't
- Prioritizing their own vision
- Not accepting any gods or masters imposed from above
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Yet I can't help but feel that it's quite literally impossible to be a decent person, in any meaningful sense of the word, without all of that.
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Going to go ahead and just act this way for a full week, deliberately, making no exceptions.
Let's see how that Sindre does compared with this one.