14: While not greatly moved on an emotional level by anything going on, I was very much receiving signals as to what was necessary for me.
This unnerved the person I was with at the time so much that I slipped back into my body just to prove I could... and exploded with rage.
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15: It wasn't that the feelings that had prompted this little act of dissociative rebellion were gone, but rather they were just body-local.
When viewed from inside the body, they were still very much the dominant force in awareness. From outside, not so much.
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16: However, more than being just a simple tool for dissociation, out-of-body awareness had a lot of other strange side-effects.
I became deeply attuned to sensations in my environment. I could pick up those kinds of sounds that people hear without really hearing, for example.
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17: I noticed that, while my own emotional sensations were very low-resolution, other people's visible body language was much more salient.
This caused some unnervingly odd side-effects like feeling like I was reading minds. I could *see* the emotional processing on other faces.
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18: When thoughts and emotions were low-res, a lot of conscious bandwidth seemed to free up naturally for extrabodily processes.
It was as if that information was always there, but simply undigested. Environment - people, sensations, objects - became more vivid as a result.
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19: There are many permutations.
Your legs have a lot to say about your sense of balance, the strength of gravity and many other things you are typically less than aware of.
Your fingers are full of interesting information about texture.
Outside, inside, it's all the same.
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20: Almost all your sense of the limits of awareness is formed by habit.
You can put your awareness *inside someone else's head*, and extract all the information you can possibly process from that location.
(This will cause your mirror neurons to do very weird things, btw.)
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21: I should mention that I stopped doing this for a long while. State-shifting in this way brings out a lot of weird stuff.
I didn't just have intuitions about people's thoughts. Walking past someone in the street would give me a "read" on their energy like a static buzz.
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22: Being in any particular environment would give its own read on what that quality that environment had, on an existential level.
This is often very uncomfortable.
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24: Meditation techniques will often mess with the core programming of your mind in ways that are at first subtle, then very much overt.
Some people go utterly crazy in the process.
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25: For me, I've just spent half a year or so in therapy and finally feel ready to venture into this territory again.
It's not a given that I ever would, but, here I am.
If you want to do this kind of stuff, be ready to do some serious personal work first. Therapy is easiest.
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26: That's the end of this thread. Will return with more soon.
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