As usual when I make a lot of plans for a year, I drop them all until the pieces come together to form one huge conqueror worm of a metanarrative.
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Carrying a simple plan through to fruition? Nah.
Slowly causing total mayhem to erupt in all my established patterns, until they implode? Sure.
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It's like you have three layers:
1) Plans
2) Self-sabotage
3) Self-sabotage-sabotage
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The latter of which is less 'sabotage', more an act of war.
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Feeling like this might be the year that cycle finally breaks, for Reasons, but I'm wondering exactly how load-bearing it's been.