Feeling very much like a hellish ball of conditioning tonight.
How do people manage to cling so stubbornly to a belief in their free agency? Is there a program?
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Questioning the things that motivated me to reattach most of my default emotional programming after it went haywire last autumn.
Maybe there is something to be said for going a bit more insane.
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It's not just that choiceless, preconditioned behaviour is a necessity and a default.
It's also that most of the conditioning is awful.