Piecing together, from the general detritus of being High as Fuck, that most of the behavioural weirdness comes from disinhibition as a specific exhibit of High as Fuckness.
I'm not even close to full general acceptance of my inner weirdo. There is far, far too much coherence.
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The willing exhibition of normalcy seems more and more like a fundamental mistake, beyond a certain shallow commitment to avoiding ostracism.
My wiring is fundamentally fucked to the point where passing as normal is sort of a bad joke, really. Maybe it's time to stop trying?
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The point is exactly about passing as a lifestyle option, rather than passing as a skill.
I feel drawn to a more shamanic sort of trajectory; away from the group.
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I feel that I'm maladjusted to an almost comical degree in many common situations that normies find it easy to inhabit.
At the same time, I find I often seem to shrug off hits in other areas that can take most people out for years, and be fine in weeks.
It's a strange alchemy.