Am not tweeting a lot lately. Processing years of emotional content in weeks. Hectic.
Make haste slowly, etc. etc.
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Generally, attempts to analyze what's happening just break down. There isn't a lot to look at. Scrapyard mind.
But everything is getting repurposed, salvaged, reconstructed. Building a new engine.
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Maybe as soon as next week, I'll be able to apply a coherent persona again, something to offer people the illusion of coherency.
But we're not quite there yet.
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The biggest dislocation is in roles. What does this Sindre *do*?
So far (nonexhaustive):
- Is socially ambiverted. Spends more time w/people than before
- Vegetarian (???)
- Somehow more attractive? O.o
- Dog person (& good at it?)
But these are just traits. What's my job?
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I remember a time when changes like this (and others I couldn't remember) would cause angst, but there is none of that.
Just a sense of curiosity. "Where is this going?"
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I've been struggling to rebuild a persona for about a year now. Everything is so slippery, and the structure that does come usually turns back into goo after a few days. It's nice to hear someone else speak of a similar experience.