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Cinder

@Triquetrea

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Sep 9, 2019

It's a strange kind of relief on top of any sense of loss. None of the things that didn't work, *could* really have worked without her hurting herself. Not my fault. Not hers. It's a *big* relief.

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Cinder

@Triquetrea

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Sep 9, 2019

I guess the upshot is I now get to do literally anything I want. But what is that, exactly?

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zbracisz

@zacbracz

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Sep 9, 2019

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@Triquetrea

my advice would be to give yourself some time to process and grieve a bit, before you do anything new. it's a big chunk of yourself to let go of, and it can come back at you in unexpected ways for a long time.

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zbracisz

@zacbracz

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Sep 9, 2019

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@Triquetrea

well, just be careful. personalities are not like legos. everything is tied up in everything else.

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Cinder

@Triquetrea

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@zacbracz

Indeed. Already experienced that when a lot of my personality conditioning went away two months ago or so. Completely crashed several behavioural subsystems, in some cases forcing some pretty radical ad-hoc reconstruction.

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