So, lost most things in life that *really* mattered to me over the course of this year.
I recommend it.
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I mean, I did do over a decade of hardcore meditation to get to the point where it *felt good* to let go of this stuff, so, uh, maybe do that first.
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"Let go," here meaning not pushing it away, but just not taking a stance on its presence or absence.
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Still, all of this stuff is definitely going to keep coming up at the levels of body, mind, emotion, all that stuff, for quite some time.
Just going to have to take a deep breather and let everything settle before I take a single unforced step to address it.
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Thankfully, I still stock an extensive roster of libertine weirdos in nearby countries. And now I'll finally have time to hang out with them again!