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yeah, my point is i cannot remain there in daily life.

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I'm in a very annoying state - hopefully a transition! - where I am sort of there most of the time, but some things aren't integrated. Said things are mostly also extremely bothersome personal problems (and whatever is keeping those fuelled), so it's sort of hellish/heavenly.

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Mostly have no mental chatter at all, just a few problem-solving thoughts and deliberately enticed thoughts. But all the chatter that *is* there? It's really, really bad.

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mine's mostly electronically (online) induced. other than that? pretty quiet in here.

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Funnily, mine is mostly low-grade personal bullshit. Petty problems, not existential or global ones. I feel completely surrendered to those. Wonder what will happen to the ol' mind if I get some trauma-informed therapy (or MDMA)...